Thank God-whatever God is-that there is room in this program for a God of my understanding.
In the beginning I resisted the notion of God and only chose a version that was just enough to keep me sober that day.
I wasn't particularly interested in a lifelong commitment.
Seeing God as Good Orderly Direction worked just fine, for a while, but it was still a halfhearted concession.
But on my darkest day in sobriety, the only thing that ultimately stood between me and a drink was a power greater than what ii could name.
The feeling of God working in my life in that moment became so personal and so big that I couldn't explain it; I only has time to embrace it.
I've never been worried about what to call it since.
Thanks for giving me plenty of room to work that out!